GAY  PRIDE WEEKEND

it was the most boring weekend ever!!!!!!!gah i just wanted to pull my hair out!
it was fun when it poured on fri day at pride....but outher than that it was prtty boring...i made it a game to lose my friends lol
(note to every1 i know i loses friends on purpose it gives me somethin to do...if they find me fast either im bad at hideing or they really want me,if it takes them for ever..yeah...and if they call the sceond u leve there too lazzy)
so yeah guys on skirts girls in hills....it was mostly a night mear to day!well sat...it was worse then fri!!!!!!
and i mean ugly men in skirts...and from the rain chicks in flip flops and hills stepin in mud...yeah...only reson i went was cuz sean tould me to....and he worked like all night and when he wasnt he got pissed at me for tellin him i was behind the rock wall
0_o well iono wich way the wall is!all i know is its there...so yeah... the main ppl i was hangin with dont really like him...i was about to stand up for him at the table thing but i mean we dont hang or talk much...as far as i see him now is a friend.

any ways Justin was there ^_^ i like him alot!he put lub on his chest i was gonna lick it off but i had a 2nd thought of what if sean saw....so yeah...
i REALLLLY like justin haha XD
why do i allways like the drug/sex addicts?
hmm some lezbo keeped hittin on me and shes not my type at all yeah i know skye dosent have much of a type...just ask me out and ill either say
"lemme brake up with me b/g/f first!"
or
"okies!!!!!!"
dosent take much at all XD

on a down note im depressed.....I get to thinkin and yeah......hmm like now but i have TONS of hot ppl to think about...matt XD(if u dont know about my matt story...plz fell free to ask...its one of my fave storys to tell!)

im just ranting here...if u haddent noticed alreay
im tired of havein 2nd thoughts.....and not bein singal..yeah hes a great guy in my opion but iono what he wants from me besides my verginaty....

the most thing i miss is being able to be hanged/hangin by/on people cuz it all ways leads to kissin...and i dont fell right kissin ppl when im not singal

me and david have to worst luv casses(he likes chick outher kick likes him he kissed outher kick 1st chick saw and the 2 chicks like him and the best part is the 2 chicks r datein eachouther XD)
but for me its i like_______but im datein_______and i like ______best friend wich is sobbin over______and i like _____whos makein out with the hot person_______and they all hang on me but its hell when there all in the same place...exspially when im datein some one thats there and it s like GAHH _______;s ignoring me____must hate my sole now~crys~ohhh wait theres_____!!!!skip____!
yeah it dosen sound complex.....but if u where there to see it like beth.....its VERY complex XD
so narutos almost ready to wach!
my TRUE luv.....anime.....yes.....i luv it so.....i couldnt live with out it i sware...that and rping....yes....how that passes time by....

but serusly i dont see my relashonship goin anywhere we've known eachouther since i was in the 7th grade and dated more than once and never kissed 0_0...i mean ive been attacked with kisses from ppl i dont even know there names!iono any more.....im about to go kiss a pole.....
i think ima call justin tomorrow or monday....i think ima go with monday even though he tould me to call every day...im not sure if he meant that cuz he was high....iono
im tired
i think ima wach naruto and off to my bed

OHHHH wich remnids me....ppl came over to my house to day
julin,kristina,and mia
they made fun of how my bes was so messy and stuff so julins like"how do u sleep like this?"~plops down on my bed with his feet hangin off~"hey....this is confy!!!!!!"
me"yeah i just pile up all my covers and sleep with one"
hes like"i think ima do that now...just sleep on all my covers!"
lol
so yeah im tired of typein now...and ranting on how much i like justin...its amazing im sayin his name XD but hes awsome...id never date him though....hes just an awsome person i think XD maybe thats cuz iono him that well


BUT NO ONE BEATS MATT!!!!!!!!!!!!i luv him/s!!!!!!!!!

g night!!!!